Holy f**k!
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Guess whos back!

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears -In progress-
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Lets do this! ;D

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Iv got lots of friends...im just too lazy to put them in my Journal

*dances*

I havent a clue,
I havent a feeling,
But Ill still cry,
With word of this diseas that is killing,
Ill still sob,Ill still mope,ill still shed tears,
But ill help the hope,
We must help our friends, We must help those strangers,
We must help one and all, And consider our selves rangers
The rangers of Red and White,
We may stand as millions, But let us fight as one,
Let us stop AIDS, and keep the promise we begun,
The promise we made years ago,One we yearn to keep,
We will get over this hill,Tho it may be steep,
So let us sharpen our spears, Let us clear the way,
Help us find this cure, I know we will someday
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I want to be held, and kissed, and loved,
but without so much to dwell, without all the above,
as the beach boys sang "wouldent it be nice if we we're older"
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hello...I have friends!!!!!!!yay:






"I dream'nt that my dear dreamer pushed me away like a mere speck of dust,
For I am not perfect."

-sincerily me
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-INFA ON MEH-
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I dont have none....>.<

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
posters,and my calenders!

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
well i have a cheap track phone...

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
a lilbit of every thing...but im especialy in the 80s faze right now.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
nupe

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
a laptop, cuz i put my pics on the com and the next day my ma downloads a virus and has to reformatt..XD

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
tacobell

8. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
yup

9. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON YOU THOUGHT OF?
my boy friend...

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
i have two: nicole lou'ann

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
not eneymore

12. THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
a pecie of carrot cake...yumy

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
take me away

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
i dunno...brown i gess..

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
energy drink

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
pepperoni

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
feddachini alfreido

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
my mom...XD

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
i speak some japanese, and im learnin spanish..

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU:
beats me...

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
o yes

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
not really

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
im not into brands really, but i like the name amacrombi anf fitch....er somtin like that..

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
sherbert pink colored truck

26. DO YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
maby

27. WHAT'S THE FUNNIEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE?
sneezed in school and smashed my head off the desk

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
definetly

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
i dont no....

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69...lmao

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
dont really matter...

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
my best friend for ever ,Andrea
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
popula people, someone bein a bitch to me....

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY YOU LIVE IN?
yup..

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
cookies.....XD

36. FIRST JOB?
hardware store, still workin there..

37. EVER OWNED A BUNNY? HOW MANY?
nupe,and dont want to..

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
usta do it all the time.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
getin ready for school*

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
dunt want eney

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
beats me..but i do like cookies..

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my clothes...fashion

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
well..i just dont know

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
sugar cookies with frosting..

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
err i dunno

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nope

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
usta when i was little

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
index i spose

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
last night...like usual

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
i sure as hell so!

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
cant remeber

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
i pace alot when im waiting fer some one....drives my parents crazy.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
I dont have on, i love them all <33

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
o yes

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
yup

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
nope, not really

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
drawing, music..

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
pretty much at my friend andreas house..

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
sometimes

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
tracker the beanie baby

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
like 7

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
of course, get introuble fer it lots at home

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
nope*

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
personality and hotnesssss xD jk

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
james, jamoo, jamasen, jimmy...XD

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
nope
69. HAVE YOU NOTICED NUMBERS 63 AND 67 WERE MISSING?
no, i wasent paying attention...

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
cookies and cream..mmm yumy fer me tumy!

71.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE?
Footlose

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
blue, light pink

73. YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
my chemical romance!

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
2 that r workin there way up

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
i do,ido

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
goody two shoes-Adam and the ants

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
carrot cake

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Andrea

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
the eyes...


81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
populars, bread

82. FAVORITE DRINK:
mmmmm, pepsi

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
err i cant remember what that is...i think the sheep i gess

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
wrestling ,luv it

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
blonde

86. YOUR EYE COLOR?
blue

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
nope
88. SIBLINGS?
an older sis, younger sis, and a 3 yr old brother

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
july, and feb.

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yes

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
movie on mexico

92. Favorite Day of the Year?
halloween

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
no

94. SUMMER OR WINTER
summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
definatly both

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
realationships

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
beats me

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
i dont no


99. BIGGEST FEAR?
gettin robed, or kidnaped er somtin

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
i dont know

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hello...I have friends!!!!!!!yay:



:leon934:


"I dream'nt that my dear dreamer pushed me away like a mere speck of dust,
For I am not perfect."

-sincerily me

hello...I have friends!!!!!!!yay:






"I dream'nt that my dear dreamer pushed me away like a mere speck of dust,
For I am not perfect."

-sincerily me

since the usualy dont sell eggnog in stores after christmas i give you the recipe!^^


EGGNOG

12 large eggs
1 1/4 C. sugar
1/2 tsp. salt
2 qt. milk
2 T. vanilla extract
1 tsp. ground nutmeg
1 C. heavy or whipping cream

In a heavy 4-quart saucepan with wire whisk, beat eggs, sugar, and salt until blended. Gradually stir in 1 quart milk and cook over low heat, stirring constantly or until custard thickens and coats the back of a spoon well — about 25 minutes. Mixture should be about 160ºF, but do not boil or it will curdle. Pour custard into a large bowl; stir in rum, vanilla extract, ground nutmeg, and remaining milk. Cover and refrigerate until well chilled, at least 3 hours.

To serve, in small bowl, with mixer at medium speed, beat heavy or whipping cream until soft peaks form. With wire whisk, gently fold whipped cream into custard mixture. Pour eggnog into chilled 5-quart punch bowl; sprinkle with nutmeg for garnish. Makes about 16 cups.

im such an outcast because no one cares,im a lost sole in deep dispare,tore down the center,cut into four,my tears they pour,stress is one question and depression is another,may the futur unfold..